Between us.

Hi there.
Between me and mas Radith, there are something. I mean that there are something different between us, like what is that ummm, mas Radith is sooooooo care about me, and me? Don't ask. I was just trying to show how care I am. But I think, its not enough to replied what mas Radith did to me. Yaallah, I was so lucky to have him♥

Ini berkaitan dengan hari ini. Gue pulang dari acara Idul Adha tadi jam 2, and as usuall, karena nggak ada mama, akung-uti bingung cari sana sini. Padahal ya, gue udah ijin kalo bakal pulang jam segini karena ada acara ini, tapi tetep aja. Yaallah, sabaaaar *ngelusdada*
gue kemarin juga udah lega sempet cerita sama Eing, katanya, ya sabar aja, namanya juga udah uti-akung. Hahaha oke sabar._.
Ehm, pas pulang tadi gue lgsg kasih kabar mas Radith. Gue bilang udah sampe rumah, dan dia tanya 'dimarain gak?' gue jawab nggak, cuman disindir aja kaya biasanya. Gue ngeluh sana sini, gue bacot habis22an, dan setelah gue send itu sms bacot, gue baru sadar. Kok gue ngeluhnya sama mas Radith sih, salah dia apaaaaa. Dari situ, gue keliatan begonya. Maksudnya, kenapa coba tiap gue dimarain, tiap gue kesel, gue selalu ngeluh sama mas Radith. Jeleknya gue deh._. Tapi hebatnya, mas Radith gak pernah bales ngeluh kalo gue udah bacot sana sini. Yaallah, seneng rasanya:') ada yang mao dengerin gue bacot sana sini. Dari situ juga, rasanya gue terlalu mikirin gue sendiri, gue nggak pernah nanyain mas Radith kenapa, gue juga nggak tau mas Radith ada masalah apa kecuali dia cerita. Kadang dia emang nggak mao cerita, jawabannya cuman "Nggak papa, kok" 
Gue jadi ngerasa...................sungkan. Nggak enak gitu loh jadinya. Masa ya, gue kaya gitu terus, sedangkan mas Radith selalu dengerin wkwkw
gue jadi ngerasa apaya, bukan pacar yang baik gitu buat dia, oke ini pikiran22 buruk yang emang harus dihilangkan, ini berkaitan dengan rasa sungkan gue hahahaha

You're good boy, mas. I believe that. So, from now on I will be good for you, too.
Hope, we will be last forever. Je t'aime♥

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you (Enchanted - Taylor Swift)

’cause you were all of my dreams come true

and i just wish you knew

I was so in love with you. (Enchanted - Owl City)

-@neynasuper