Jumat, 29 November 2013

A Journey

Yesterday after Adikarya 2013 smasa I got a rose from my very bestfriend, Al.
Its been so long since we share stories and I guess I'll be missing him a lot.
The rose accompanied me in a journey.

Sabtu, 23 November 2013

Matanya Hitam Bukan Cokelat Muda

Persetan dengan mereka yang menciptakan permainan Truth or Dare.
Kami berada dalam satu lingkaran, berhitung dan bertepuk tangan ketika unsur 3, 6 dan 9 muncul dan salah seorang yang miss harus memilih di antara Truth or Dare. Kami, ya, kami berdua, duduk bersebalahan, menikmati malam di fakultas tercinta. Dare pertamanya; berteriak nama sekaligus program studi yang diambil. Done. Truth pertamanya; adakah maba sasing yang menarik perhatianmu pertama kali, jawabannya; ada. Truth keduanya; deskripsikan cewek itu, jawabannya; imut, cantik--temannya pun berkata begitu, tingginya jauh berbeda dengan dia, berhijab, dan terkadang satu kelas. Truth ketiganya; pesan ayah untuk dirinya, jawabannya; jangan pernah lupakan salat. Truth terakhirnya; deskripsikan mantan terakhir (itu pertanyaanku), jawabannya; cantik, baik banget, anak UGM, FH, sangat perhatian, rambutnya nggak panjang, sebahu, care sama semua orang--temen-temennya, selalu ngingetin, alasan kenapa putus, karena dia nggak bisa LDR.
Dare pertamaku; gombalin dia dan tatap matanya. Menyenangkan, berasa mengalir di sungai ketika menatapnya, ini bukan gurauan, sangat damai. Agak berbeda dengan "Hanya Isyarat", matanya hitam, bukan cokelat muda. Aku melihat ketulusan dalam setiap tatapannya. Truth pertama dan terakhirku; deskripsikan seseorang yang sangat kamu suka sekarang, bukan mantan, jawabanku; ganteng, tapi Karin bilang enggak banget. Baik, rajin salat. Dia wangi, apalagi setelah salat, ya aku pernah nggak sengaja salat bareng, yang paling bikin sebel, dia selalu nggak tepatin janji semisal kita janjian, sepertinya dia nggak bisa main musik dan aku yakin juga nggak bisa nyanyi. Aku bilang nggak tau asalnya ketika Sabilah bertanya, aku juga menjawab nggak tahu ketika Sabilah bertanya klub sepak bola favoritnya. Aku nggak menyesal, tetapi jika bisa diulang, aku akan mengungkapkan bahwa dia berasal dari Jakarta dan klub sepak bola favoritnya adalah Manchester United.

"Ia kembali menjadi sebentuk punggung yang sanggup kuhayati, yang kuisyarati halus melalui udara, langit, sinar bulan, atau gelembung bir." --Hanya Isyarat, Dee (Rectoverso).


Rabu, 20 November 2013

Kili

I wanna be your Kili, the partner of everything.
I wanna be your Kili, whom you take care of.
I wanna be your Kili, and being protected by you, like Prince William to his Harry.
I wanna be your Kili, die together in order to save what deserves.


source: google



and I wanna be your Kili, whom right beside you till forever.

Selasa, 12 November 2013

Yours

Today, I've my Basic Reading Skills (BRS) class, We're learn about topic, main ideas, etc. And I was asked by my lecture to make a paragraph, and then, I was telling about you.

      Yesterday, he was wearing a black polo shirt and dark skinny jeans. Then, he saw me. Actually, it was just happen. it was unplanned. Its been few days I haven't seen him, so it was a miracle, I can saw him next to me. For the first, he didn't realize that it was me, but he had already seen me, with his confused face. Then I put my masker off, and pat his back and said "Duluan ya, Lib." and he just..... shocked and turned his head and saw me, right on his eyes and said "Tuh kan, Difra, makanya kaya pernah kenal, tuh kan ih Difra, tuh kan." on and on and....... I just love the way he says my name. The way he laughs, with his glared eyes and his moved ears, I mean they're shaking you know (well, I don't know what is the right verb), and his nose was kembang kempis, and it is funny. Very funny.
     And today, he was wearing black and white raglan, and he saw me, and the rest of our group in front of our lovely campus and yea he saw me, he greet me, I'm the first, I don't know is that I'm too eye-catching or what and he smiled and wave his hand and said (it was the best part) "hey, Difra!". I love the way he do that, every time, and I never getting bored. And I also love the smell of him, and his wet hair after he prays, and also the smell of him after the rain, when he gave me the MKI book, and I love every single thing about him, you know? He is just special...

And, I was finishing my oral-paragraph, and my lecture asked "so, what it the topic?"

I answered, "someone whom I adore...... So much." 

D.